So I think that this is the first weekend that we actually have gone out since we got married. Friday night we celebrated my neighbors 27th birthday. She is a very frugal person, so for the four of us to go out is a huge deal. We started out at a local winery, it was really nice and of course the wine went down smooth. After that we went to a local bar Brewbaker's. My hubby was pretty much useless after that. We went home and Luke went back home to go to sleep and I hung out at the neighbors house until 2 AM. Embarrassing enough, they had to walk me home at that point because I would have never made myself. I have not been like that since college (okay maybe my baccalaureate party). The next day I was told some very amusing stories of me continuing to yell "Chewbacha"...why I have no idea! Saturday was pretty calm, I just worked and then my hubby and I went to a date to Red Lobster. That was nice, we really needed that time "away" with each other. Then on Sunday we both worked again, and then came home and watched the stupid Steelers win the Superbowl. It was a nice weekend for me. I really needed to go ahead and let loose. The last couple of days I have been missing my mom terribly. It's weird and hard to describe, but it is like I can't get over the fact that she is not coming back. Days like these just make my heart bleed. I just hope that I can trust God again. I sometimes wonder why he would do this to my family. Why he would take away my dad's mom, his daughter, and now his wife. When I have bad days like this I just think if my dad can do this I can too. I know time will heal, but it just sucks. My mom would want me to be happy so that's what I have to do. On a happy note though...my bedroom reveal will be this week! I took some pics tonight, but I think I will wait until we have the finishing touches. I am so excited we finally have a place to go and relax! Happy Monday, I hope you all have a great week and beginning to February!
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